.There was actually one specific night, it was actually three o'clock in the early morning and also I had actually thrown up all evening. I always remember sobbing on my bathroom floor. I stayed in my grandparents' in-law suite, so I left my residence and also I wound up walking over to my granny's house. She was actually asleep on the chair and I said to her, "Nana, I would like to have an abortion." As well as my incredibly Catholic granny checked out me, as well as said, "Honey, that is actually okay." It really took me through shock since she was actually, pretty literally, the final individual who I believed would be all right along with something like that. When she pointed out, "I'll perform whatever you need me to do to support you," it seemed like a body weight had actually been ascended of my shoulders.